Hey Preethi.. i m pretty sure you would read this thing some day..
but before that i would like to let u know that..
By the time you start reading this.. im in a very much broken condition.. sulking for support.
Deeply searching at the tip of any light for a ray of hope..
A hope pertaining to.. you know..
Who would think its real love when they hear that i accepted to give up my BEST MOMENTS wid you for 200 days.. Instead they would name it CRAZY, STUPID, MANIAC, SICK or even worse..
But, im here to keep my word for you... I will do anything i can;just for making sure that you are the way you want to be...
Im not even in a state to talk about all this things right now.. coz today; its the beginning of this situation for me..
GOD knows how you are feeling pretty.. but im not at all in a situation to narrate.
The day began like this::
"To start the day with this thought.. really sends a chill down the spine.. I thought this would be far easy than thought.. coz whatever I was dng.. it was for u..
but before that i would like to let u know that..
By the time you start reading this.. im in a very much broken condition.. sulking for support.
Deeply searching at the tip of any light for a ray of hope..
A hope pertaining to.. you know..
Who would think its real love when they hear that i accepted to give up my BEST MOMENTS wid you for 200 days.. Instead they would name it CRAZY, STUPID, MANIAC, SICK or even worse..
But, im here to keep my word for you... I will do anything i can;just for making sure that you are the way you want to be...
Im not even in a state to talk about all this things right now.. coz today; its the beginning of this situation for me..
GOD knows how you are feeling pretty.. but im not at all in a situation to narrate.
The day began like this::
"To start the day with this thought.. really sends a chill down the spine.. I thought this would be far easy than thought.. coz whatever I was dng.. it was for u..
Now im here.. hoping the time to come back so that I can say you.. that it isn’t possible for me to stay away from thinking abt you or seeing you..
It has hardly been 7 hrs that we had a talk on this,.. but I m already feeling like sum1 punctured my heart.
Lets see how this day is gonna go..
I am in hope for a miracle to happen so that I can get u back as soon as possible."--(that were the words i typed from the official maid id.. the ones that ran through my ming when i thought abt u)
so to tell you abt my day..
It was jus like another day in the office. I was missing a lot things and feeling the vaccum.
I didnt have my phone.. dharan n shubhra werent there in the company and above all..
U R NOT THERE...
i felt as if like i'm kicked out of the world.. n i deserve to jus be 'alive' and not LIVE(i always LIVED the life.. u know that)
I started to keep myself busy but in vain.. im locked up in your thoughts.
N later the day ends..
anthey..
chepadaniki emi ledhu..
Lets see.. if i can get over this thing to get busy in life..
But Preethi i fear,.. nuv cheppinattu follow avuthoo ninnu ekkada kolipothaano ani..nijam chepaalante.. i dont want to get over this thing preethi.. i want to be with you..
Hoping for some miracle to happen.. signing off
